Hey y'all who read my blog! I feel like I haven't blogged in forever. I have had so much going on in my life over the last month well actually this whole year but it's been over a month maybe more since I blogged. So I felt like blogging tonight!
For the past half of this year I have started feeling like I'm just not headed in the direction that God intends for me as far as my education and what I wanted to do as my career path goes. Lately I feel drawn to a different career path and I really feel like it is what God wants from me. So much of my life I have spent taking care of my family, doing what I want to do when it comes to my education.I'm three classes into a Masters degree program for a degree in Psychology and yet I feel that this is not God really wants for my life. So I have spent much time in prayer lately seeking his will and his wisdom as to what he wants for my life and my future and praying that whatever it is he will use me for his glory that others will see him through me. I haven't really said much to anyone about the direction I am feeling lead simply because I want to be 110% certain this is what God would have me to do with my life for him. I have lived so many years not truly appreciating the life he has given me, and I most certainly spent quite a few years doing anything BUT his will. But I have promised myself that I'll never be so wasteful with my time or life ever again. I have requested information from my perspective new University so I'm waiting to hear back from them and will be speaking with the advisers, and counselors about possibilities and classes. I ask my friends to pray for me as I go through this process just as I pray for you daily. I know that I am headed in the right direction with my life because sure as anything when you are living for God and seeking his will Satan will try to shake you and he has worked overtime the last month or so of my life.In June I spent a week in the hospital still trying to get all better from that, had some big major family issues but that's okay I'll get through it all and I will not waiver I might get upset from time to time but I'll never throw up my hands and give up. The path that I feel lead towards with my education will quite possibly shock a few people from my past, it could cause a few older friends to feel slightly uncomfortable, heck I could lose a few friends it isn't like I haven't lost friends before since I walked away from their way of thinking. But God has since replaced them with friends who keep me uplifted when I need it, make me laugh, make me smile. He has brought me closer to a few old friends I hadn't been close to in awhile. So for everything you lose...God makes sure he replaces it and when he does it's even better than before. So I am truly looking forward to this next bit of my life and seeing what God has in store for me and my family because I know no matter what it is, it's going to be better than anything else I had planned for myself! <3