I wont pretend to have all the answers; but I'll do my best to find the right ones for you when I don't have the right answer for you that's what google is for right.
I wont promise life will be easy cause we both know it's not, life is one of the hardest and the absolute longest thing you'll ever do but I'll tell you right now there are moments in that life that will make it well worth every bit of every little thing you go through!
Life should be lived and enjoyed not feared and worried away!
You have a home as long as you choose to make it your home I brought you into this world and I know one day you'll leave the proverbial nest and spread your wings. But what I want is to know that you can stand on your own two feet, I want to know that you are happy and enjoying your life and living it to the fullest. I want to know that who ever you make your husband or wife (for my sons) that they are truly 100% dedicated to you and that you are to them and that you both want to work to make a marriage work. Believe me marriage and relationships are far from easy but they too are worth it when it's the right one! I want you also to know that though I am not perfect and I haven't always been the best example but I have and will always try to share where I went wrong and how I could have made it better in an effort to keep you from making those mistakes. I know you wont always listen and follow my advice but I will always try as your mother to put that out there for you. I know I am flawed, I am only human we all are flawed.
I have learned that in life sometimes we have to find what we believe in, who we are, what we want to become and what all we want to do without lives I have found it is better to make these discoveries while your young and not responsible for other people other than yourself. I have also learned that where I failed in my youth to put my trust in God and let him help me with my issues that I made things only that much harder. It isn't easy to let things to and trust in someone else to sort it out but it works out so much better when you do! I know I haven't been the perfect example of what a "Christian" is or should be but I do believe I have shown you what it means to be a good person and I know in your heart of hearts that you know what it means to be a good person and to love other people without judgement. I may never be that picture perfect example but I hope that I will be good enough!Also don't compromise yourself for anyone or anything! Stick to what you know is right. Also when it comes to friends remember to have a friend you have to be a friend we wont always like choices our friends make chances are there are choices you will make your friends wont like but you have to overlook some things in life and understand that friendship and love should be unconditional items.
I hope that you have an easier life and a better life, I hope that you never want or need for anything, I hope you find true happiness and peace. I hope you learn to love and accept yourself for who you are! I hope that if you look deep within yourself and don't like what you see that you have the strength and the knowledge to change what you don't like. I wish for you more blessings than hardships but even when those hardships arise I wish you faith and strength enough to make it through them. All any mother truly wants is for her baby to be happy, they don't want to hold them back they just want to hold them. There comes a time when your baby doesn't want you to hold them anymore then that is when you hold them in your heart and that is why when they reach a certain age and they do certain things it hurts so very bad, you wish that when they are having a hard time you could scoop them up and hold them and make every little bad thing go away. One day when you have your very own little girl or little boy you'll do some of the same things I did, say some of the same things I said and wish some of the same wishes I have wished. One day you'll understand everything even though your little one will think you understand nothing.
One of the biggest things I want you to know and understand do NOT ever settle for less than you deserve have I said this before? Yes will I say it 100 times more yes you bet your bottom I will! Sometimes for some reason we don't feel worthy of love, sometimes we don't feel like we deserve the best, sometimes we get scared we wont find what we are looking for and we settle I'm here to tell you, you will find what you deserve don't settle for less than that if you do you will be a miserable person. Someone who loves you as much as you love them, someone who wants to make you smile, make you laugh, someone who will console your fears, someone who will listen to you, talk to you, be your best friend someone who knows you like the back of their hand. Do not ever feel so lowly about yourself that you leap for the very first person that uses those three magic words...I Love you! Too many people make that mistake! Value yourself enough to keep on going when you don't feel like things are working out with someone cause the chances are in the end you wont be happy and neither will they. Remember I tell you these things because I care and want you happy..because I loved you first from the very first moment I knew you existed and I always will no matter what you do or where you go no matter how old and grown you think you are you will always be my babies I will always be your mommy and I will always want what is the best for you! Why am I writing this to you my children because I want to make certain I put it out there and say everything I need and want to say to you!
You all are my world and I thank God for each of you, I always thought when I had children it was going to be a lot of work teaching you all you needed to know but you know what you have taught me far more than I could ever have imagined possible.
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