Come on 2013

That is it I am officially ready for 2013 to come on! This year hasn't been exactly kind to me but I suppose when you step back and look at it the good does out weigh the bad. My health this year has been questionable. But my faith has been stronger, my real friends have been brought closer, and God has guided me and directed me in a way that I have never allowed him to do before.So yes the good does indeed out weigh the bad but I would love for my health to improve drastically this coming year! I'm toying with the idea of working on  my weight loss again I had for a long time did really well but now I'm bigger than I have ever been and dealing with chest pains for about 24 hours has me thinking Lori you have GOT to do better than this you have five children who count on you (well 4 children and 1 adult child oh and a husband too)! I am just so weak in this area of my life! I have tried and tried again and I'd do well I'd lose 50-60 pounds I know how to do it I am totally educated on how to lose weight it's just I'll lose that 50-60 pounds and I wont lose anymore than that and I'd like to lose more than that. But I'm going to give it all I got, get back into walking, eating right, doing 5K's I'm going to break this cycle because I have to I truly do before it is my heart causing me issues I have too many people who depend on me and I'm not ready to leave them behind because I want to watch them grow. But this is one of my biggest weaknesses. I have got to find a way to overcome it. I hope that I will be sitting here a year from now talking about how well I'm feeling and how great I'm doing hopefully I will be, but there is one thing for sure no matter how that works out I'll be sitting here telling you how good God is that's for sure!Because even in the middle of my health issues here and there, my family issues, my own little issues God is great and greatly to be praised for all the good he does give me in my life!