Growing Through Learning

Four weeks ago I began my educational journey into the direction I felt God was guiding me. I am absolutely loving it! Before this class started I spent just a small amount of time in God's word, I did my daily devotional, and I did my children's daily devotional, I said my prayers and I thanked God for all that he has given me in my life. But my first class which is Apologetics has me digging into God's word more. It has shown me so much about myself and as well has educated me on how to approach others as well. I've totally fallen in love with this class and I'm eagerly awaiting my next class to start. I have learned to be quite a little bit more and to allow what I read to sink in, to get more into God's word and allow him to speak to me through his word. I know without a doubt I am headed in the right direction. When it comes to school in the past I have felt stressed out, worried anxious but I look forward to my time every day studying, reading and learning more and growing in God and going in the direction that he is sending me! Who knows which way this will lead me but as long as I play follow the leader it's going to be great because God is my leader and I will follow where ever he sends me. In fact I have loved the time I have spent studying and getting more and more into God's word that I have opted to cut out the extra time I spend on facebook which is one of my weaknesses because I love to talk to my friends and catch up on what's going on in their worlds now I will check in once in the morning and before bedtime but I am refocusing a lot of my priorities God being the number 1 priority, then my spouse and my children! I have a lot of internal sorting going on as well that I'm not going to put it out there in the public eye because we are going through a lot still have one thing hanging over our heads that is causing some intense worry but we are making plans and doing all that we can do but most of all I know no matter what God will provide a way for this situation to play out, I find myself reminding myself that God closes one door sometimes and opens and even better door for us if we just trust in him!